We've all encountered different things and situations, here's a story, my story. (School edition)
When I was in primary school, im often found loved by the people around me. I recall upon having a lot of friends. Because my siblings restricted me from having female friends in my childcare as they think that those girls are of a bad influence, I was forced to be friends with the guys instead. Well, maybe that's how I seem to have a different opinion from most of the girls and am more daring, loud and violent I guess? I brought snails and fishes to school and locked them up in the lockers inside my classroom together with a group of friends, I beat people whenever they try to threaten me or pick a fight. Well I hated my core subject, my mother tongue language; chinese. Jogging on my memory, I remember throwing a completely empty workbook at my teacher when he asked for my homework. Very apologetic for that because he didn't turn apoplectic and instead, somehow became my favourite teachers as the six years pass by swiftly.
In secondary one, I had a very bad anger management problem. I did many unacceptable actions be it not doing homework or being defiance. I was often found hanging around with the seniors that were labelled as bad kids. Nothing much happened in secondary one, just me walking out of class almost every lesson to wander around the school because I was bored. I kind of spent 80% of my school curriculum hours outside of class. Ouh and I have a very bad habit of spinning scissors every where I go since primary school so I was just doing it as usual too.
In secondary two, a group of express students picked on me ( I dont even know them ) because I was friends with one of the bad kids that happened to be one of the express girl's ex boyfriend. I became a victim of cyber bully as they created a whatsapp group just to spam me calling me a bitch, slut, "hongster", and many other terms that are all harsh to the ears to try to discriminate me and hurt me. This ended almost immediately as they decided to approach me one day outside my classroom as I was alone. I felt very disgusted but not a single bit of fear because I was pretty sure at that point of time that if we were to end up fighting, the possibility of me winning will be way higher since im stronger than them even though theyre taller and a bit more bigger in size. One of them shouted my name, when I saw them, I happened to be leaving my classroom to go grab myself some food since it was recess time. I rolled my eyes and ignored them, they told me to stop walking and stand right there as they approach, I didn't obviously, why should I listen to their instructions? They ran up to me and grabbed my uniform, obviously I turned and elbowed her hand off my uniform, as I was about to give them a free massage on their face by punching it or something, the teacher in my classroom shouted at us. OMG I SWEAR I GOT A SHOCK I DIDNT KNOW THERE WAS A TEACHER INSIDE SINCE I WAS THE ONE THAT TURNED OFF THE LIGHTS( guys pls dont use your phones while leaving the classroom you might lock teachers inside by accident) after that day, they stopped harassing me and changed their target. I was then often found strolling around with a group of seniors from the neighbourhood schools of the queenstown district. Just smoking, sniffling glue and all, nothing much. Er but obviously I didn't do any of it w them.
Secondary three was hell. It was just me rushing off to work after school because I had already lost all interest in school since i didnt learn anything much in secondary 1 & 2. In my school, if you passed only two subjects, you'll have to retain. For mid year I passed only two, and for end of year, I luckily scraped through and passed three. Three as in english, mother tongue and combined humanities, and its all in between 50-59, very bad results. I even obtained like 20+ only for mathematics, why did my mathematics results turned out so badly? Read my previous blogs for the reason.
Anyways, in secondary four, I somehow woke up from my dream land and decided I should do well and get into higher nitec. The cut off point for it was 19 but usually if your score for N levels is more than 15, the possibility of you getting into higher nitec is close to zero. Anyways, I somehow studied and scored 2 As and 4Bs. I was accepted in a higher nitec course but I somehow realise the course that I'm interested in is in polytechnic, so, I moved on to secondary five!
Okay my secondary 5 life is not over yet so I cant do a sums up for that, okay I'm done here, till next time, bye!
