Friday 9 February 2018

My secondary five life

Today's date is 9 February 2018. My secondary school life ended back in 2017. I'm writing about this today because yesterday was the day I received my Olevel courses appeal results. Let's just begin by saying I did not get into the course I would love to be a part of. Regardless, I'm rather thankful as I know a beguiling chapter of my life is about to start in a few months time as April approaches.

Secondary five was a breeze compared to secondary four. You may beg to differ, however my opinion will not be changing. Similar to some of my other blogs, I spent secondary four working hard to catch up with everything taught in school from secondary one to three because I wasted that three years doing everything except staying in class and paying attention. Hence, secondary four was four years worth of studying compacted into 8 months as N levels approach.

Secondary five was disheartening. It was when I realised I don't have many people by my side. Everyone has their "favourite people" in school. Yours may be your classmates, cohort friends, leadership groups or even teachers. Mine? My CCA mates. I walked into the battlefield without them because they are from the express stream which means they took their Os when I was doing my Ns. CCA was weird without them. Imagine having a overly bonded and attached team leaving you alone for further studies, it definitely sucks.

Secondary five was a satisfying year. Achievements? Unlocked! This is the year I rise up as the top 10% in cohort with my preliminary examination results. This means that I'm basically the top four. Well you might beg to differ thinking thay it's easy becoming a part of the top 10% but to me, it's not. Not just that, this year was the year that I was the first in class for several subjects be in physics, chemistry, mathematics, poa or geography. (Those that are not mentioned, obviously I'm not the first.) All in all, I'm just pleased that I managed to do my best and see some of my subjects excelling.

Secondary five was a heartening year.
This year, I did more voluntary work than the previous years. Yes I do sign up for voluntary work whenever I have the time to but my June holidays were really packed this time round as I registered to do a lot more be it playing games with the elderly, helping the less fortunate to sell their merchandise and even sending food to the pioneer generation.
I also managed to teach a lot of my classmates and juniors as I reach out to them and "tutor" them by helping them with the questions they couldn't do. I feel rather contented seeing them finally memorizing the things I have been trying to drill into their heads and running towards me with sparkles in their eyes after the papers telling me that they managed to attempt the questions that were similar to what I have taught them.
MUCH MISSES.

Secondary five was intensive.
Due to being nominated as a part of the games team for my zone's emerge youth camp, my team and I was given a few months to prepare games for approximately 80 campers. It was tiring, enthralling but very life changing as well as I learnt a lot from the well-equipped leaders and some of my team members that were more experienced. Elated to be a part of the games team and certainly hoping I'll continue being a part of it for as long as can be.

Alright summing my secondary five life up, let's just say that I have lost a few friends but gained plenty throughout as well as becoming more closely bonded to people that I have never expected to bring into my life and becoming an important part in it as well. Regardless, I have learnt many new things through the experiences and opportunities given for me to grasp and I am thankful that each and every one of the events and occasions arose because it was through it all that made me who I am today.
All in all, I just want to thank those that left and those that stayed because I believe everything happens for a reason and wish all you 2017 Os students good luck as your new chapter begins be it in JC, Poly, ITE or any other routes you have planned out for your 2018.

Friday 2 February 2018

Top three hated teachers

So this blog exist because I did a poll asking my Instagram followers what should the title of my upcoming blog be. ("Top three favourite teachers" or "top three hated teachers")

The voting results are:
Top three favourite teachers 51-voters
Top three hated teachers 73-voters

Here goes nothing. To all my seniors and juniors, if your favourite teachers are mentioned here, too bad because all of us are just humans with different perspectives. I am not going to mention their full names and the school I was in when I met them, purely so that their names won't be completely tarnished.
I'm going to rank them either ways.

In third place, we have Mr Aslam.
Mr Aslam is a Math teacher in my school for just a few months in 2015. He teaches me mathematics when I was in secondary three. My math was really bad at that point of time. Before I even begin ranting, I would like to admit beforehand that I was really bad in Math because the teachers before him already gave up on me.
Whenever I asked him a question because I wanted to try to do the assignments, he simply said "don't bother teaching you already cause you're just going to fail anyways", "don't bother trying you won't pass one" and the list goes on. He then ended up giving worksheets to everyone except me. And when I requested for it he told me he don't want to waste paper so he don't want to give me. Thanks Mr Aslam, you teaching me NA math gave me a 20+/100, Mr Mark replaced you and here I am scoring As in school for my Express stream Mathematics. (Sitting for Os = Express)

In second, here's Mr Chan.
Mr chan is a POA teacher. There are two Mr Chan's in my school. The one I'm talking about is the younger yet uglier one. (No offense.) He likes to use the word "sophisticated" to act profound but actually thats how far his dictionary for his vocabulary can go. I took up POA in 2015, back then I was in secondary three. Literature was my best subject, I wasn't allowed to take it only because I'm in the NA stream. Art was my interest, I can't take it either due to PO. I then took POA.
Guess what? It sucks. I failed every single paper. I tried asking for help. This teacher told me "I last time teach before already go think yourself", "this is basic common sense go figure out yourself" etc. I swear, if I can figure out myself why will I even ask him? What logic. He's completely useless, that's why I hate him. His attitude, his character, his sense of humor, I can't stand any of it.
In the end, the other Mr chan took over in 2017 when I was in secondary 5. He slowly taught me everything from secondary 3-5 cause I really knew nothing. Needless to say, I finally excel in POA.

In first place, its none other than Mr Ng.
When I was in secondary one, this dickhead told demoralized me till I reached the lowest point of my self esteem. He literally shoved all the negativity into me. When the class didn't do his homework, it's okay. If I didn't do his homework, I'll be outside his class or sent to the DM room. Well, he chased me out of the class every lesson even if I got his homework done giving reasons like, your hair is untidy, you're not paying enough attention and etc. He told me, "don't bother, you confirm fail math by the end of this year. I passed in secondary one. He's an idiot. He got so cocky watching me suffer in secondary 1-3 for Math.
Guess what, by the time I hit secondary 5, I scored plenty of As be it common test, class test, mid year examinations and even preliminary examinations. In your face, jerk.

Alright here's the end of this blog. If you guys like any of them and feel offended, sorry but different people has different perspectives.